//evening buddy.....baru jak bgun dr tdo..sehari2 ni keja tido..best erk tdo time ujan..bangung when pewot asa lapa jak..

//then suddenly aku tersenyum seorang bila teringat balik surprise yg dia buat kat aku semalam..argh...x sangka..here r our conversation.

**my boo: syg..apa polah ya??bz ka?
**aku: xda polah apa..br jak pas mkn KepC.xda bz pun
** my boo: abg kat depan umah syg tok..cuba ngga dr tingkap....br jak smpey..hehhe
**aku: eeee
**aku: huh..x mdh mok dtg..mdh esok mok dtg
**my boo: bah..mok jumpa abg xtok...mun maok cpt siap...hahahhaha..
**aku: eee aok la aok la...5 minute hah(nasib dh mandi)

//huh..apa punya surprise la..tgk2 dh ada depan umah tggu..nang bena2 terkejut..nasib x da g cney2 tek..kaget gua..kihkih..then..outing with him..

//g the spring..tgk watch..mahal nak mampuih..smpy berbelas2 ribu ada juak rega..bgus k melancong jak.then tgk movie cita outlander..(sumthing happen there..what the fcuk la)...no need to mention..apa2pun..cita ya best juak..kami kuar dr sia around 230am..ronda2 kuching jap..the lepaking @ desa ilmu until 6am..he sent me back to college b'coz @ 10am he have class..

p/s syg....thank hah..thank utk smua nya..love u

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together

//sememangnya waktu sebegini mmg membuhsankan..now i realize...huh..malam ni terpanggil nak post blog..ntah apa nak ckp aku pun x tau..aku mmg dh mengetahui blog aku ni mmg tersgt la rojak bahasa..kejap english kejap malay kejap lg ntah apa ke bahasa..marimithuuuu..so kali ni jgn bingung..aku akan menggunakan bhasa ....sepenuhnya okiee.

//since aku jumpa dengan dia..aku rasa tiap masa aku x lepas dr mengingatinya..ntah..adakah aku angau??pergh...(ni yg mls ni..tgh sibuk post..nyamok sebuk plak nak kaco daun)..continue...

// ya mmg aku chinta,syg,rindu...what about jujur & setia??am i??ya mmg aku berusaha utk menjadi seorg yg setia & jujur utk dirimu..i will...aku akan berusaha utk menjd yg seperti yg kau pikirkan..terima kasih juga kerana mempercayaiku...sesungguhnya aku amat mencintai dirimu..(chewah..jiwang nmpk Ley)..skali skala kan..kdg2 kita x menghargai stiap detik, waktu,saat,minit ketika bersama dgn org yg kita syg kan??bila berjauhan baru kita menyedari smua itu...jadi..mula lah kita bermonolog...kalau lah aku x gado time jumpa dia..kalau lah aku menghargai tiap saat bersama dgnnya...kalau lah aku x melukakan hati nya.kalau lah masa dpt d putar balik.saat itu lah sisa2 sesalan akan datang bertubi2...rasa sgt menyesal kan..tp sapa blh memutar balik smua 2...kdg2..aku rasa aku terlalu pentingkan diriku sendiri sehingga mengabaikan perasaan dia..(forgive me honey)..

//aku x kan lupakan saat2 kita bersama..makan bersama, jalan bersama, shopping bersama, tgk wayang bersama, beri ikan makan bersama(aku rasa ikan2 2 dh kenal ngan kita 2 kan),kongsi mslh bersama& byk lg lagi la...aku rasa happy sgttttttttttt

//aku rasa dah 4 tahun aku mengenali dirinya..(w'pun org kata x baik kira brapa lama dh erk..yer la tkut x lama perhubungan)...mcm kejap jer waktu kan syg....tp aku amat menghargai setiap detik bersama dgnmu...tp walau lama mana pun masa yg d ambil utk bersama dgnmu..aku ttp rasa masa sgt mencemburui kita kan..tgk jer hr 2...tgk2 dh 4 hari jumpa,luang masa bersm...rasa kejap je..tp skrg...aku rasa tersgt la boring x da engkau dsisiku...benarlah org kata kan...makin jauh seseorg itu dgn kita..makin tebal rasa rindu dengannya..maka begitulah juga dgn diriku terhdp dirimu sygku....aku harap segala apa yg kita dh janji selama ini satu hari kelak kita dpt tunaikan k..oh ya...pasal invitation ur mom hari 2...ada masa aku datang sana lagi k...love u baybeh

p/s aku rasa nyamok semakin mengganas...jeles lah 2..aduih....salu kena serang kat kaki...ok tat all...

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if i.....

//my tear finally drop...i dont know y it happened..maybe i felt empty without him eventhough yesterday i met him..my life mcam sorrow jak asa..

//very2 bored at the same time coz x tau nak buat ape...

//keep calling him..BUT his hp still off..maybe low bat...

//kalau la masa dpt d putarkan balik....

//kalau lah dia mendengar isi hatiku d saat ini..

//kalau lah dia.....arghhhhh

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NOOO

.argh...started from today(Tuesday)...i gonna be far from him again..:(.he will go back to home this afternoon..then i will start my day in kesuraman..arghhh.NOOO!..i dunt want to be like this.i juz want to be with him all the time..

p/s love u so much

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SuNdaY....

baru jak sampey dr outing...still with him..until Tuesday okieeee.of coz today we more adventure than yesterday...hehehe..1stly still find place where to go..(x termasuk shopping mall okieee).

he got idea..dear...wanna go Ranchan recreation??hmmm...no comment..i answering him..so bermulalah trip g Ranchan..weather okie2 jak..then saw the Jong Crocodile Farm..suddenly Plan B came out...he decided go to Crocodile Farm jak la...okey la ekot jak...janji tmpt best kan..we entering crocodile farm..pay RM10 per person(only special price to sarawakian)..@3pm they will feed the crocodile..here are some pic of the crocodile..

**watching meeeeee
around 4 pm, out from crocodile farm..then trus plan g ranchan eventhough hari ujan..huhu...around 5pm sampai kat ranchan..still raining..memang teramatlah rugi sbb x bawa baju mau mandi..best gitu mandi time ujan..huh...around 6pm ..go back Kuching again..go to Star cineplex..watching Underworld 3..(not bad la crita ini)..then around 9pm he sent me back to home..


BUT,sepjg perjalanan i started menjadi "bisu"..huh..u know Y? argh perkara remeh kan...this becoz of gara2 berebut mau bayar tiket after kuar dr pawagam..huh..sound remeh kan..ya la..dh aku penat2 kira duit syiling pakey bayar..then he finally choose want to pay with the "duit kertas". juz he dont want gv the 5 sen syiling itu utk membayar...sama jak kan..still bernilai bh berbanding duit 1sen..argh...arrogant...duh..forgive me..i became moody until he sent me in front my college..then dgn sombongnya, aku kuar kereta dgn langkah yg laju tanpa menoleh ke arahnya(x spt b4 this i did lah kan) eventhough he keep calling me..argh..who care lah kan..then b4 jejak kaki mau naik tangga, suddenly i realize one of my stuff forgot in his car...My God....my HP...at the same time my mind sempat calculate eventhough mau tinggalkan saja dlm carnya @ not..argh..takut jugak..sapa tau malam2 nanti someone yg x berkenaan smsing me or calling me kan..argh...ambik jak la..call him with my digi number..still dont pick up(maybe dia x tau number dg aku bh..ya x angkat)..finally call my HP(celcom la)..owh thank God.he pick up my celcom...dia blm kuar dr our college...hehehe..masa dia bagi balik my Hp..my mimik muka still arrogant lah konon..hahaha..juz say "Makseh " to him....

p/s ada juga rasa bersalah dlm hati(hehe)..lepas buat dia macam 2..kihkih..sorry dear..

k .wanna sleep early..esok trip mau pigi kpg Budaya lagi(i gez la)

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saturday is a day

//wonderful day..owh yeah..

//sejak morning outing with him.having breakfast @ Husna cafe..i ate nasi lemak & he juz ordering Teh Peng..today we plan to go Bako National Park..BUTTTT..argh the weather very2 tidak mengizinkan..duh..terpksa shopping jak ari tok..dia shopping mcm teda hari esok jak..BUT i juz window shopping.teda mood mau shop here & there.dia amik 2 hari cuti tmbahan because mau enjoy puas2 dgn saya..(woah..i'm lucky girl..so we hv 3 days left)& me cancel trip to go back Sarikei..my aunty keep asking me either confirm go back @ not coz mau celebrate CNY @ sibu..i decided to cancel it..hahahha.mean..esok akan kuarlagi..hehe

//petang around 4pm plan to spent time at satok..main2 kat sia..BUT ujan itu menggangu us..argh...then we juz lepaking at Taman Sahabat until ujan berhenti..ujan berhenti , spt besa lah kan every week we must bagi ikan2 dsitu makan..(did i mention).macam teruja jak the visitor..time kami berik makan jak..msty dorang akan "terlekat" kat situ..Y??b'coz they want to see ikan2 dsitu melompat keriangan kerana d beri makan oleh 2 org yg setia ini..(wakaka...kami lah 2).makanan ikan dh habis..then i hv one idea..i used my hand to make the fish melompat2...hahaha...they was shocked saw the ikan2 jumping b'coz of my hand itu td..ahahhaha..then my bf said..syg nang ada power nyuruh ikan melompat smpy ikan2 pun dh pandey manjak ngan syg..ney ndak tiap mggu berik nya makan..ya lah dh kenal ngan syg..see the leg lah kan..hahaha

//finally he hantar saya balik around 9pm..sgt tired..mau sambung kuar esok lagi..ok tat all.

p/s to be continue

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all about me

dumdam cak!!..

//can't sleep..mayb i missed someone..OMG...

//owh Saturday...here i come...at the same time...sem break & CNY holiday..to all u guys..happy chinese new year.

//opss...yesterday i had attending the"tayangan Palestine..OMG...pity them...actuallt they oledy suffered a long2 time ago..BUT nobody know kan..pity them...owh..i don want to comment it!!.scrool down to see the PIcture...
**concentrate tgk tayangan video palestin **smbil bunyi dgr perot kelaparan..(org sebelah senyum sinis jer dgr..huh)


**bila lagi mau habis tayangan ini..perut dh lapa gilooo
**finally....waiting Banjo Cheese siap...banjo cheese satu bang..(go back to room..makan dgn lahapnya) ** continue do my assignment coz CNY holiday wanna enjoyyyyy..iyahhhaaaa

**waiting the Saturday macam mau mati..x sbr mau jumpa itu apekk..wakakakaka

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palestin

untukmu Palestin..tok gambar time Perarakan demonstrasi Untukmu Palestin...(lambat posttttt)..
**b4 perarakan sempat capture dis pic.
**in front of BHEP...dgr ucapan ringkas dr president MPP..
**Save Palestin..Boikot Israel...antara sorakan2 ramai..



**semangat bh aku ekot perarakan...mau dapat cop kolej bh..hahhaha

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back again

morning...opsss @ 0119am..

i'm backkkkkkk againnn....

**since go back here, the network is very suck..(huh...salu jak mention hal ni tiap entry kan..boring la beb)...what 2 do la kan...kalau dpt aku saman orang2 itu...mcm farah kata itu...btul bh.

**monday. mcm salu lah kan..smua org x suka hari Isnin..WHY??..coz lagi mau cuti kan after sabtu & ahad, too long waiting to ari jumaat lah kan..BUT for me..this Sem i lurve MONDAY very much...WHY???becoz ofHEALTHY LIFESTYLE lah kan...wheeee!! syuikkkk kan..

** mesty la...sapa x suka if kelas 3 hours But we juz spent 1 hour in class & 2 hours outside.today we still proceed to poco2 dance..ouh. 1st class laz week..i really2 dun know the step of poco2 tat a lil bit mengelirukan..BUT this week i macam mau melompat suda sebab suda paham wpun masih lari..We learn more steps today...Dr Tin & his wife showed us the line dancing( a lil bit same like poco2 steps...but line dancing more slow{i gez la..hehehe..}

**eventhough too tired utk kejar2 step poco2 dance, BUT saya tersgt2 teruja mcm sakai a bit to learn more...every week we hv to timbang berat..(huh...i'm still maintain macam mggu lepas)..mcm cepat saja masa bh berbanding duk lam kelas....

**ops...better i pull stop here kan...esok teda kelas pagi..hoorey....amik kesempatan ni selagi line dpt cover...ok.da....

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healthy lifestyle

**8am...class cancel!!..ouh tersgt la frust bila dgr class cancel...x berbaloi jer bangun awl..dh la liat mau bangun awl..park myself at lab...too bored..then go back to my boarding...

**can't sleep...shittttt... i hv healthy lifestyle class @2pm...huh..i think this is my 1st very fun class despite now i'm in sem 4..rugi korang x join class ni...we only hv 1 hour in classroom then 2 hour we spent outside...today we do the poco2 dance..hahahha....nama dh healty lifestyle kan...next week we hv taechi lagi..yahuuu...saya tidak mau escape ini kelas...

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All You Wanted

Life iz too complicated!!!

**tersangat La MalaS maU Update My bLog..Bukan x Da Ceta..But the Network Is very Suck..uhhhh

**2,3 hari mala jak ujan...then i heard my Kampung teruk kena banJir..huhuhu....thank God aku terlepas dari kesengsaraan banjir..suddenly teringat Time Masa Kechik dulu2 time banjir...1st thing....main air smpai my mom & dad kuar bawa rotan halau naik rumah..hahaha....tp mmg best tersgt best tahap cipan alagapas marimuthu la...skrg mana blh mcm 2 lg kan...dah tua dah.wheee!!*sak dirik tua* tua ka aku???

**i'm still in Holiday Mood...mmg still x da perasaan mau blajar dis time..ahhh...besa lah kan...student lain pun msty mcm 2 juga...* u all still dlm oliday mood ka??*..

**always confused about me & him(Not My Dealova) but another guy..ahhhh...no comment...juz let me go if u shud do all tat..for me???ok....let u go n i'm freedom from u..aku x mau tersepit d dalam dillema yg U wujudkan 1st kita hulurkan salam perkenalan..*sound tersgt la kejam kan* but i shud do tat...juz let me go from kehidupan U..it's ezzy kan....then u xkan ada yang kelam kabut lagi...

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2009

yippe..

##1st ....really2 sorry coz lama x update my blog...tersgt la mls mau update coz the network is very suck...

##happy new year to all my buddy...hope x terlambat la mau wish kan..huhu

##then...awal taun...awal juga la palak stress lak...awal sem x rasa sgt..now..i'm far from my family again(i gez la)..huuh..ya la suda balik ke campus lagi...sgt la boring...

##then dis sem once again..my apartment d tukar lagi..very2 suckk again..i'm really2 x suka this situation...mau menyesuaikan diri lagi dgn budak rumah baru, dgn environment br lagi...arghhhh...

##apartment baru, rumah baru, & bilik baru...BUT the perabot is too old...smua sudah uzur...smpaikan yesterday my kunci tertinggal dalam bilik yg suda terkunci..argh..hate it!!...semalaman terpksa tdo umah org...*make a report to pejabat kolej*..huhu...kesempatan aku mau dapat pintu baru..yihaaaa..

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